This is not my usual type of book. I’m normally the type that goes for something with a happy ending, so when I received it from Penguin NZ to review I put it off for a day or two – because I knew from reading the back cover this definitely could not have a happy ending. I had to wait for a day where I could deal with a book with a sad ending (is it bad that books can affect me that much?).
Well, a few days passed and I started to read.. and read and read and could not put it down. I found excuses to not do house work and other pressing obligations, just so I could find out what happens. To sum it up (without major spoilers) it is about twin sisters, one beautiful and one “disfigured”. Hephzibah (the beautiful sister) has died and Rebecca (disfigured) is talking about her funeral and how she was forced to go. It then steps into flash backs, told from both Hepzhi and Rebecca’s perspectives, coming back to the present every now and then in Rebecca’s voice. The flash backs are about how the girls are finally allowed to go to a public high school after years of being home schooled. Hepzhi instantly falls in with the cool crowd, while Rebecca is left behind, too ugly and odd to be considered.
Their life at home is terrible, and more so for Rebecca then Hepzhi. Rebecca’s love for her sister has allowed her to be sheltered from so much horror, and as a result Hepzhi is awfully naïve in some instances. Either way, Hepzhi wants to escape her life and start a new one with her boyfriend. Away from her father, the (evil) vicar and her mother who is too scared to do anything.
I found the style very similar to Brother/Sister in the way that it starts to unravel slowly at first, and then faster and faster and everything is happening all of a sudden and you’re being taken to terribly dark places. It is very effective and as I said before, I could not put it down.
I won’t say I enjoyed the book – it’s not a book that is written for you to enjoy. It’s a book that makes you feel terribly for these characters in a hopeless situation. You can feel their fear and sadness and anger. It is however, an excellent read. While it isn’t a book that I want to rush out and tell everyone about (like the back cover suggest you’ll want to do), it is something I would definitely recommend to anyone who wants a good, serious book to sit down with on a cool almost winters day. Just maybe have something cheerful and light-hearted lined up to read afterwards or you might end up in a bit of a slump for the next few days.
Release Date: 10 May 2012
Published by: Penguin NZ
Pages: 274
Rating: 4.5/5
Buy: Whitcoulls (NZ)
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